I'd give it back, all of it, if I could have my family back.
如果可能，我愿意放弃我所有的一切，来换取我家庭的完整。

I will use my every potential to do that. I just always knew that I need to get out. I have to do it. I have no choice.
如果我不顾一切发挥每一点潜能去做会怎样？ 我必须做到，我别无选择。

I think people just get frustrated without harsh, life can be. So they're spending their time dwelling on that frustration we calling it anger. keep their eyes shut to the wholeness of the situation.
我觉得有些人只对生活的艰苦灰心丧气，因此把时间都浪费在灰心丧气里，我们称之为愤怒，对事物的整体视而不见，对于所有能够成功的微小元素视而不见。

The world is changing while you're just a stardust. The earth turns arround with or without you. Reality doesn't change according to your will.
世界在转动，你只是一粒尘埃，没有你地球照样在转。现实是不会按照你的意志去改变的，因为别人的意志会比你的更强。

The world moves you just suspect. it could no happen without you. Situations are not conduced to what you want for yourself. Someone else's needs, someone else's plate is going to be stronger than yours is.
你会怀疑地球是否在转动，即使你不在也照样如此，情况不能像你希望的一样，有些人的需求，有些人的信念会比你的更强烈。

Keep their eyes shut to the wholeness of the situation. All those tinny things that have come together to make it, what it is.
生活的残酷会让人不知所措，于是有人终日沉浸在彷徨迷茫之中，不愿睁大双眼去看清形势，不愿去想是哪些细小的因素累积在一起造成了这种局面。

Don't close your eyes, rise again after you fall, you need to get out.
请不要闭眼，机会就在下一秒出现。残酷的现实面前你应勇往直前。

Because I was turned so inward by mom and dad, I got chance to see how all the little tiny things come together to make the final product .So I was never inclined to wonder why this or why that. I knew why. not that I was happy about it, in fact I was really sad about it, some of the time. but I was very excepting, I was very excepting. I just always knew that I need to get out.
因为我的父母迫使我向深处里观察，我有幸看到所有的微小事务是如何最终聚集在一起最终形成产物的，所以我从来不问为什么这样，为什么那样，我知道为什么，这样并不能让我高兴，很多时候倒让我觉得很难过，但是我总是勇于接受，我总是勇于接受事实，我知道我总想离开我的环境。

Did you ever feel sorry for yourself?--That had always been my life and I really——I feel that I got lucky, because any sensive security was pulled out so I was forced to look forward. I had to… there was no going back and I reached a point where I just thought, “oh I'm gonna work as hard as I possibly can and see what happens” and now I'm going to college. and the NYT is going to pay.
我为什么要觉得可怜，这就是我的生活。我甚至要感谢它，它让我在任何情况下都必须往前走。我没有退路，我只能不停地努力向前走。

Sometimes I feel like there is skin upon the world. And those of us who are born under it, can see threw it. We just can't get threw it.
有时候我觉得世界外有一层外壳，我们所有人都生在这层外壳之下，你能从外壳里看到外面，但是你却出不去。

I knew at that moment I had to make a choice. I could submit to everything that was happening and live a life of excuses… or I could push myself. I could push myself and make my life good.
就在那一刻，我明白了，我得作出选择。我可以为自己寻找各种借口对生活低头，也可以迫使自己更好地生活。

I'm smart. I know I can succeed. I just need a chance. A chance to climb out of this place I've born in. Everyone I know are angry and tired. They're trying to survive. But I know that there is a world out there that is better, that's better developed. And I want to live in it.
我真的很聪明，我会成功的，我只是需要机会而已，是的，是这样的，我需要机会脱离我出生的环境，我认识的人全都充满了怨气，他们活着只是为了生存，但是我相信有比那更好的地方，那里更发达，我要活在那种地方，就是这样。

I feel that I got lucky because any sense of security was polled out from me, so I was forced to look forward, I had to , and was no going back. And I reach the point, where I just thought, “All right, I'd got to work as hard as I possiblly can , and see what happens”.
我觉得我自己很幸运，因为对我来说从来就没有任何安全感，于是我只能被迫向前走，我必须这样做。世上没有回头路，当我意识到这点我就想，那么好吧，我要尽我的所能努力奋斗，看看究竟会怎样。

Now I can lay it out and burn it done, put it in the rest, then I can go on
放下负担，让它过去，这样才能继续前进。

I was 15 when I went out in the world. What's a home anyway? A roof? A bed? A place where when you go there, they have to take you? If so, then I was 15 when I became homeless.
什么是家？一个屋顶？ 床？必须接纳你的地方？如果那样的话，15岁我开始无家可归。（99剧本网www.99juben.com） 

没有人可以和生活讨价还价 所以只要活着 就一定要努力

就算你是世界上最差劲的妈妈，就算在世人的眼里你是人见人怕的瘾君子，妈妈，我依然那么地爱你。如果可能，我愿意放弃我所有的一切，来换取我家庭的完 整。世界是虚无的，我们活在彼此的心中。她住在我心里，可是我却没有容身之地！

为什么不能是我这种人，他们有什么特别之处，是因为他们的出生？我尽力拼搏，不让自己沦落到社会底层，如果、如果我更加努力呢？我现在离那层膜很近，触手可及。

有妈妈的地方就是家。

我知道外面有一个更好更丰富的生活，而我想在那样的世界里生活.

这些人的动作举止，为什么这么不一样？是不是因为，他们来的世界就是这么不一样？若是这样，那我要更努力、更努力，把我自己推到那个世界去。

我很聪明，我可以改变我现在的生活，改变我的一生。我需要的只是这个机会。

变得很内向,因为我深深地知道,现实的一切是由多种因素累计造成的,所以,我从来不去想,为什么这样,为什么那样,因为,我知道原因,对此,我并不感到高兴,说实话,大多数时候,我心里感到很难过

我一直都爱着我的妈妈，无论何时何地，我一直都爱着她，尽管有的时候连她自己都忘记了，但是我一直都爱着她，自始至终，对自始至终。她活在我心中，可我无处立足，我孤独无助。

不要以为世界会随你的意志而改变，因为别人的意志比你强大得多。

我想和他们平起平坐而不是在他们之下

断了每一条路 拒绝了每一次友好 你让每一个曾经相信你的人失望了

看似有价值的东西实际上毫无意义。最终留下的是一个影像，模糊的影像，供我们回忆。

他们每个人都疲惫、都愤怒，可还是努力活着